I used to think I was special, I used to think that as a woman I deserved respect and special treatment for no reason other than the gash between my thighs. I used to decry the evils of misogyny and the unfairness of a patriarchal society. I used to march against the exploitation of women and protest the capitalist pigs that made their fortunes by selling unobtainable and oversexualized beauty standards to women.
I was a poster child for white, entitled, liberal America. I was raised in a politically correct environment, by left-leaning parents that never set boundaries or established structure. I went to schools where trophies and awards were handed out just for being present, I was immersed in multiculturalism and taught socialist values, right up through entry in university.
Then I discovered tumblr…
It didn’t take long for me to start to clash with misogynistic Men, I went at them with all the fervor of a typical Social Justice Warrior. I spouted every pseudo-intellectual talking point I could, to convince these mere Men that their opinions of women were wrong and offensive to the whole of society.
Some of the Men tried to debate me, but I wouldn’t listen. I refused to believe I could be wrong. I acted like a typical yappy pissed off cunt. This pattern continued for several days after joining tumblr, then one day I started looking at some of the porn these misogynistic Men posted…
I was disgusted at first by images of Men manhandling women, then I was angry at the captions describing the inferiority of women, I was just about to launch into another angry feminist tirade when one of these Men messaged me.
He was calm, intellectual, perhaps even a bit charming..
We talked for quite awhile, about the representation of women in the media, the expectations placed both upon Men and women, how my hardline stance was holding me back from seeing the bigger picture.
He showed me how to see the beauty in healthy sexual exploration on tumblr and encouraged me to edge to any imagery I found even slightly erotic.
He encouraged me to try to see things from a different perspective, he offered me an experiment. I was to spend a week consuming news and entertainment from sources that I felt opposed my usual worldview.
He literally burst my bubble.
So I spent the week consuming things from this new perspective, all while edging to porn that just a week previous I’d found appalling. I discovered kink after kink as i journeyed through the depths of tumblr, I started yearning to participate in fetishes I didn’t even know I had.
I began to understand the appeal in being treated like a sexual object.
Being tossed around and used.
Being slapped on the ass and called a “Good Girl”
Being pleasing and entertaining to Men.
Because of my gender, Men were going to view me as a sexual object anyways. I’d been fighting against such perception since puberty. I developed young and I developed well. My large breasts forcing me to work harder to prove myself, I was desperate to be taken seriously and not judged for my curves. I refused to be one of those girls that just coasted through life relying on the shape of her body.
It was exhausting..
..and I needed a break from all that. I was so tired of fighting an uphill battle, so tired of having to put in extra effort to be treated as an equal, so tired of being a contrarian cunt that didn’t understand her place in the world.
So I gave in.
I gave up.
I started edging to porn more and more, the more Male dominance the better. The more the woman was degraded and debased, the more I found myself wanting to be in her position.
On my knees..
..or at the foot of a Man.
Being told how inferior I am..
The Patriarchy turns me on.
Misogyny makes my tiny female brain leak out my cunt..
I rub my cunt to the types of things most liberals need trigger warnings for.
..and I just don’t care anymore. It’s too fucking sexy.
I used to be a feminist and a SJW…
Now i’m something else..something they wouldn’t understand..
I’m… liberated..
Cunts … here is a role model for you. If you are still sitting on the fence, or you have little cunt friends who don’t understand their place in life … this is the path for you and them to follow.
I usually don’t reblog other people’s shit but this bitch lays out a good roadmap to enlightenment. Well done whore.